geting my back up

some girls are just lucky. They are born with slim and tall body, sexy thigh, nice chin and cheek, big and beautiful eyes, redish lips and blabla. And as they walk on their red Jimmy Choo heels,wearing their Prada dress, all guys' eyes r stuck there,as if they wud stay there forever

me sometimes wondering how it wud feel lyk being tht way. how it wud feel lyk having thousands pairs of eyes lookin at you as if ure the super shining star.
so many times i wish i'm a perfect young girl with her perfect beautiful life.

perfect family.a loving mom,a caring dad, a supportive elder bro,a cool younger brother. i thank God i have them.
perfect society.perfect grades.perfect friends.perfect life
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW <3 <3 <3
=D =D =D =D =D =D =D

but as i grow up,,,impossible sounds more and more reasonable

the word perfect is just a word written in dictionary and nothing in reality

and i do learn that i dont need to be perfect to b able to pursue My Life

i may not have that sexy looks and blabla,,but at least i cud give u my nice and warm smile
i may not have a perfect society,,but i know the people around me love me as i love em damn bad
i may not have a perfect family,,and that's why we help each other to reach perfection
i may not have perfect grades,,and i thank God it means i aint a geek =p
i may not have perfect friends,,that surely bcs none is perfect..and i thank God these imperfects help me to see myself as someone who cud help them out and someone to reach when they r down

looking at the mirror i know another new day is there.another person needs my smile.another story needs to start.another knowledge needs to be learned. i shud get my back up now :)

i know my life is not the life everyone dreams about. and it's simply bcs it's a reality tht i create beyond fantasy